Irzan still sat there, who knows how long he thoughtfully alone. Voiceless silence. Only rain continued over her body is frail. Occasionally he looked washed her face with a white handkerchief. From his expression clearly implied a profound grief. While the land where he had been squatting tergenangi water, but was unable to make it move to avoid it.
For a moment her hands brushed the weeds that grow around the mound of dirt and sprinkled on top jasmine. Trembling he stroked the erect standing stones which was slightly yellowish color due to splash mud when exposed to rain. Suddenly his body collapsed limply on the mound before, as if he were to embrace something. Pool of nodes finally spilled from the tip of his eyes. His voice sounded hoarse and pitiful. Sounded faint voice was barely audible low, call someone. But he still did not come to call appeared in front of him. Increasingly breaking into tears. He was like a little kid whining to ask her toys. As it was drizzling rain turned into a torrent. As if he participated in the grief spilled Irzan feel.
But not realize Irzan heavy rain which flushed and clear crystals melting from his eyes now, will not be able to bind all the grief and pain a person 10 years ago. A sacrifice that drained all the joy and beauty of love. He is a self-locking in waiting in vain. Spending time with only a hope and a dream that never even came up to him. Wallowing in the remains of loyalty, although he maintained selautan thorns pierce his solar plexus
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Shifa, a teenage girl who take shelter in the shade of faith and piety to the Creator. Who hold fast to the glory of a woman who kept her eyes Solehah of worldly hypocrisy. He is always keeping a clear heart of human moral disgrace. There is already sucking in love with a man her parents arranged marriages result. He fell in love at first sight when both parents bring them to bertaaruf. A love that had been hidden in the sanctity of her heart.
Finally docked at the blessing of his love for both parents to carry out the khitbah Rida from the Supreme Court. Ursy walimah happiness that radiated from the whole family, companion taulan, relatives and the orphans clearly reflected in his face so graceful in her hijabnya. Since then his life just to devote herself to her husband Rida.
But happiness is whole once just after walimah Ursy over the title. Her husband makes a very surprising statement. The statement about lack consent to the marriage with her, because she had never loved Shifa. Before he was in jodohkan by their parents picketed her husband had confessed to him at another woman. And this forced marriage in the receipt for the elderly. Not on the basis of love.
Shifa heart shattered over her husband's statement. It seemed he wanted to call off the wedding. He feels his nation has mendholimi. He felt he had one put his love. Could he stop it but as sacred pledge has come out of his lips. A deal that not only he be held accountable to the witnesses and the parents, but the agreement also requires accountability to the Creator answers. Finally the pain that he submit to prostrate merejam please guide and light heart.
On prayer and muhabbahnya, Shifa manjalani decided to keep his home life. Although he was estranged from her husband's life. Although its presence in view of the eye by her husband. Although scattered never love him, but he was still carrying out his duty as a submissive wife and respect her husband.
Until one day, six months after the Shifa live with her husband. The hardest ordeal has come to test her fortitude. Her husband had left home some where and for how long. He just found a letter from her husband who membertitahukan that he went to find peace of heart .. He does not know when he left, Shifa was carrying her baby for 1 month.
Since the departure of her husband, Shifa life on hold. He lived his days with prayer, asking the Almighty Lord to him right back. His eyes never dry by Beads of clear resignation. Despite continued merejamnya anguish, but he tried to stay strong and live time after time with all the loyalty and patience. He just clung to a belief that there is nothing beyond the trials limits. He did not want too much late in prolonged pain that will only menyerabutkan faith. Moreover, she realized, she was carrying her baby in desperate need of peace of soul.
Finally, with the power of love that is still awake in his heart, he tried to face the gloom of the current memayunginya. Until waktupun imperceptibly rolling. Infants who at birth was anxious to come into the world. Like the little share in the burden of suffering of the mother and wanted to accompany him through this tough life together.
The kecilpun finally born into the world. With a booming cries he addresses the whole world. All families greeted with the sound of prayer and gratitude for her presence. Appeal adzan in the right ear and left ear iqomat accompany the trail legs come on earth. But unfortunately his father could not watch the remarkable event. He has sacrificed the happiness of people who love her simply because she could not ego in kendalikannya.
Shifa enjoy the fruits crying her heart with flowery feeling. For a moment he forgot all the bitterness and the bitterness of her life. Continued gratitude coming from his lips. Prayer was also constantly pouring for the little guy. While she held the baby warm, she gave her first milk. During the benefits of breastfeeding, she kept staring at her baby's eyes. He felt that look just like the old eyes the first time able to vibrate his feelings. He could find love in those eyes. Love that had been buried in a long wait. Love that she kept meeting the fragility behind the soul. Love that wake up in the chain of prayers. And now that love comes back. Even love is coming much more beautiful than the love she felt the first time.
With a smile he look the road of peace that ran in front of him. Slowly he stepped into the road in triumph. In the distance it has smelled the fragrance of jasmine and roses are sprinkled at him. A path to lasting happiness. The road that will take her to reap the sweet fruit of patience and fortitude in the face of the bitterness of her life.
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Ten years later, a man came to the little house on the only inhabited by a middle-aged women and men with a small child was about nine years and a half. They seem to talk in the living room. But their conversation seems to look stiff. Guest of a man was silent a long silence, he seemed absorbed in the feelings could not declared. Suddenly the clear grain flowing from her eyes.
He is Irzan, Shifa's husband who had left the house since 10 years ago. Now he's back home and wished to apologize to Shifa for all the mistakes that have been in Shifa perbuatnya and hope returned to accept his presence. But it seems too late repentance. People who he hoped the apology had to leave all the sorrow and bitterness that he had had to shoulder charge. Shifa had been calm and peaceful in his custody. Shifa had been left with the love that still terhaga purity. Still, he was happy to entrust her beloved husband, Irzan. He left it to the kabahagiaan small, the fruit of his love.
With eyes still glazed fruit Irzan reach her (Faeza) into her arms. He kissed her face lovingly faeza.
Slowly, holding her close Faeza the framed face figura Shifa blue color on the wall living room. Irzan silently whispered softly, "Forgive me Shifa, I can not give you happiness. I've made many mistakes and sin with abandon ye who turned out was carrying our child, Faeza. I used to think you've mendholimi love, but I was wrong. Which is precisely mendholimi me. I've been ignoring your love is sacred to me. I've wasted the glory and the sincerity of your heart. I have been selfish for your love. Forgive me Shifa! ". He screamed to himself. But Shifa silent figure. He just smiled sweetly figura behind the frame.
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Near the grave, tears welled up again Irzan. He thoughtfully by himself late in the regret that can not be empty. A long Regret indefinitely will wallow in his life. Just as Shifa waiting for him.
The flowers are scattered ....
Jasmine, roses, and spread the fragrance of frangipani scent
Prayer of love from the whole of nature resonate
Escorting his angel to paradise
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